random disclaimer

so i just want to throw out there that i - one morning at like 5am - was trying to do something on my blog and instead became my own follower on my blog. so it's not because i'm super vain or anything i just was really tired and i don't know enough bout blogging to unfollow myself. which now that i say that it sound like i'm a dog chasing my tail. mmm, oh well! life. you make mistakes and do silly stuff. it's just fact not fiction.

Everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing 


When I first started going to Midtown and the first time I sang this song I couldn't sing it. I didn't know if God really could. I didn't believe that God could be there in my weeping and hurting and I didn't know if He could heal me. Somewhere along the way someone challenged me with "God's grace is sufficient" so the things we find impossible ask Him to show you that He can. I remember one of the first times I did sing it I wept and all I could think was praying "Please God! Please God! Please God make it so! Please God" over and over again. I always cried when we got to 
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing


Now when I get to this part I still choke up. I still tear up and can't sing but now my heart is whispering something different "It's true, it's true it's true! Thank you, Thank you God!" 
God does marvelous work.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6V0rgrt1nTM