I need YOU

(wrote this one morning, thought I'd share)

I need You, God, I need You

Come near and hold me in Your endless embrace

Come kiss me in Your passion, please don't break!

When I'm in my cube my thoughts run fast

Fast from You and all You can do

To a man who will be ever always true,

But what can man do to me?

What can man do for me?

We're each  like a gran of sand

Along the shoreline that washes away

Where can I go from Your Spirit Lord

How do I fly without Your presences and grace? 

I need You, I need You, I need You, God.

Today.

 I need You.

I know I'm about to stray,

I know I'm about to disobey,

Again and again I will apologize and ask for grace

But Lord!

I'm about to struggle again!

Today.

I'm about to go to battle

Must I get slaughtered again?

These lust and passions they ruled over me again.

Teach me to watch and wait.

Just watch and wait.

But Lord!

Come fast! Come steady. Come stay by my side.

My thoughts turn fast to trust in man

My idols wax and wane

But it's always just some dude

who ain't You!

He ain't even got a clue!

He can't come near when my life is undone,

He's not here when I need'im cause he just!

Not You.

COME ON! LORD! 

I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU, I DO!

I need You to break this chain

this emotional wall

That keeps me outside of this life's realities

Bring shouts of victory to my lips oh Lord.

These tears in my eyes fear this will never go away,

Will I never be free?

But bring Your armies, Lord,

Send Your Spirit sharp into my veins

Break down this fortress

Destroy these walls!

For You God!

For our relationship's sake!

Bring glory and fame to Your name

From my sins, from my mind's escape.

Pleeeese, Lord, Pleeease

I'm disgusted with myself

I need Your presences

I need Your embrace

I need your grace.

"The Lord is with me

I will not be afraid,

The Lord is with me

He is my helper"

I will take refuge in my God

and not in any man

I will take refuge in my Lord

Not in a strong or attractive man.

No, no!

I was pushed back going to fall

but it was the Lord who helped

The Lord is my strength and my song

He has become my salvation

You are my God!

I need you!

I will give You thanks

You are my God

I will exalt You.

I need You.

"I will give thanks to the Lord for He is good

His love endures forever."

His embrace endures for a life time.

I need You today.

Create a new praise to You in me.

Keep my mind and heart pure today.

God, I need You today.